Women can be really stupid...aka PMSing SUCKS!

I was writing this whole diatribe about my last few days. It boils down to:

1. Star Wars ROCKS! Even sitting there for 17 hours.
2. my roof SUCKS! I just want the leaking to stop
3. I am bitchy sometimes...snarky is also a good word for it (thanks Allie)
4. Matt is still horrifically depressed and confused about Dave. He called me last night to 'apologize' for being unemotionally available. I think he knows when I'm almost to fed up to care.

Waking up today things are back to relative happiness. While Michelle is moving, she's really not that far away, and I think that I might be able to maintain a relationship with her. The house will be empty for a while, but I think I can make it a home again.

Happiness- should it really be elusive....?

Yes...I do play soccer

So....here are som pictures of me playing soccer! Yes. I do play. Yes...I do usually have a horribly weird look on my face. No...I don't ever take those great graceful photos you see on posters.

Stressing

The world is a good place. I just have to keep telling myself that. I'm stressed out so much that moving my shoulder blades makes me wince, they have so many knots in them.

My parents are on a cruise. As much as I think that I don't need them in my life- I miss them...I miss them A LOT. There isn't anyone to call after my soccer game to tell them I won (or lost)..there is no one to tell me how much mail I got- and what the important mail is. I miss the sound of my dad's voice.

Anyone want to move to Pasadena?? I am looking for a new roommate for my AWESOME two bed/two bath apartment. YEAH ROOMMATES! (grrr)

I miss Hallie- to be honest it's not like I would have seen her, but I miss dinners, and coffee and talking. I'm worried that she will get sucked up in New York like so many of my other friends. I enjoyed her company, her thoughts, and having a female friend I could rely on...

Another day, anther dollar...and another back pain!

how quickly the world changes..

What a strange, strange world we live in. One day, I'm zipping along, feeling pretty good, having a ball...the next I'm roommate less, trying to understand and deal with things quickly.

It's amazing to me how many other people's simple choices affect my life so much...how their decisions to do something has such a grand effect on me.

I'm happy to say that I got offered another job...one that I REALLY wanted to take. I wish that people were valuing me with what I thought I was worth. I also confirmed that things here at this job are certain to get exciting in the next year or two...the more I think about it the more I realize that it might not be totally out of the question for me to stay here...

I'm having a great time with life...activities, plans, movies, dates, parties...

My parents leave for Europe- so exciting. It's sort of nerve-racking, me with no lease and them leaving the country. Eh...I have to deal with life sometime...right??