One would hope that I add something to the world- be it good, bad, or indifferent- Me

Yesterday was not a great day. About 12 microphones (AKA every microphone the production department owns) were stolen from the Audio closet. I happened to walk into the closet with my boss to discover the theft.

It pisses me off. I've been here for a year and a half and never even spoken to the police department, except that one time when I lost some jewelry (which they never found). Now there is an entire theft under my name. Damn it! These are the moments then you need kickboxing. I wanted something to kick and punch at that moment.

Then I found out that my boss rejected my, somewhat sneaky, plan to get health insurance in February. Had I known, I would have called in sick and taken my cat to the vet. GRRR!!! So not only does my cat not get to meet with the vet, but I also need to start paying Cobra insurance at a whopping $300 a month until the new insurance kicks in. GRRR!!!

So I decided to try something new. I tried to bake bread from scratch. I don't really understand yeast. It didn't really work all that well. The bread is extremely dense, and doesn't look that Challah like. It's golden brown, but it didn't rise at all....why...? WHY????

There should be happiness here. Let's try to find some:

Friday Love:

I woke up singing this song. It's great to wake up with.
I get to take this weekend and next weekend off. I don't have to work for 13 days in a row!
I had someone to call and complain to. It's a new friendship, but I'm excited.
The sun shines
I got all of my medications
I still ate some challah and honey
My new lip gloss- bright red
Shabbat Shalom...that's great!
Rustin is coming home.

Ah. So, it's not all that bad...

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Shabbat Shalom- things I love

One would hope that I add something to the world- be it good, bad, or indifferent- Me

Things YOU Love:

Song you love: Right now, This is for all you Girls

Food you love: Soup- it's cold out

Thing you love to look at: New painting I bought in Israel on my wall. My ceiling when I'm in bed.

Sound you love: Rain when I wake up.

Thing you love to laugh at: Meg Fowler

Gadget you love: My remote control for my tv and stereo

Person you love: Myself- is that odd....

Software you love: Photoshop

Word you love: Onamonapeia (sp?)

Thing you love on the internet: These games: World and US

Place you love to go on vacation: Right now I really want to go to New York, but I think that I'll vote for Israel, because I think I could go there every year for the rest of my life and still love it.

Sensation you love: Stretching in the AM.

Animal you love: I want to buy a cat- but I LOVE black bears.

Book you love: My journal. For others, The Giver

Emotion you love: Calmness

Occasion you love: Housewarming parties.

Quality you love in people: Beingthereness. no, that's not really a word.

Thing you most love to shop for: underwear, socks, pj's.

And finally…

What you love about today: That it was raining when I woke up.

You?

FROM: MEG

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Love Lists- because I need one

One would hope that I add something to the world- be it good, bad, or indifferent- Me

days when I can wake up to the sound of rain outside my window.

cuddling up in the cold with a nice comforter

Believing that I am beautiful, and that I deserve someone who knows that

thinking about the holidays and all the food that comes with them

starting out a new day, breathing in the air and being alive (mostly)

the smell of fresh baked challah

realizing that whatever comes today, I will be okay.

leaves that fall from the sky and land in appropriate places.

That my parents are still willing to read my papers

That I have two different interviews with two different companies

that I have nothing tying me down

the taste of chocolate in my mouth

honey

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Love Thursday

One would hope that I add something to the world- be it good, bad, or indifferent- Me

I've had a lot of different guidelines in this blog. I haven't done very well with them. But this one I like:

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Apple and Honey blessings for a new year...

One would hope that I add something to the world- be it good, bad, or indifferent- Me

I wish to infuse my life, and my blog, with the happiness that life can and should be. I have to remember that I control my own existence; the decision is MINE how I react to a certain situation.

All to often I get bogged down in unhappiness. So today I will take a page from Meg Fowler- a Things I LOVE list:

eating apples and honey
eating honey straight, especially with spoon to lick
Jewish Holidays- yes even Yom Kippur.
Being able to CELEBRATE jewish holidays
Real letters, and letter openers
sun streaks in the morning
my bed- all the time.
Eggs, Onions and Mushrooms. Dad- I love you!
The smile on my dad's face with I walk in the door at home.
That moment when i'm naked and I feel absouletly beautiful.
Cupcakes


I hope that my list might inspire your own... I'm curious, what are THREE THINGS that you love?


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